Today Was a Good Day

Despite my most recent blog, I am doing ok. And today was a good day.

I went to dinner last night with him. We talked and laughed like always. I told him how I felt and it felt so good. We have always been able to communicate very well. With the exception of one (not so) minor thing that happened last spring. So I was not worried at all last night when I told him that I had not forgiven him for what he had done or that I was still angry. I let him know that I still want to be his friend because I think he needs a friend regardless of how I currently feel. It was a good night.

Today I went to church. It was a good service as always. If you ever want to read a good passage I suggest Job 23:10. It gives me so much hope for the future. There is "gold" in my future because I am facing "trials."

After church I went to my storage unit and cleared it out. I don't have nearly as much stuff as I thought I did. I really don't have much to sell now, which is great!

Spain may not happen. And surprisingly I'm ok with it. If it happens, cool. If not, it's ok. I'm currently working on a "plan B." The family I've been talking with in Spain just doesn't keep in touch enough for me to feel comfortable about the whole situation. Plus I've been praying a lot that God tell me where he needs me. Perhaps it's not in Spain. I'll keep you posted.

I gotta run to bed, but I just wanted to let you know that I'm doing ok.